ammaonceagain

My dear kids, Decided I should start writing to you both regularly henceforth. There are so many things to say, so much to share, donno where to start.  Was watching a video on Insta where a guy was sharing how it actually helped him have a girlfriend at college. How he was able to focus better on himself and his future, that he started gymming regularly, started a side hustle, etc. etc. And I went back in time when I was in college and had a boyfriend. I was totally distracted, unable to focus on anything other than being with him and when I look back, I think it was a mistake. I used to bunk classes to go off with him and my notes were incomplete, I couldn't understand what was going on in class many times and this became a loop. I was escaping hard work to have some "fun" and then I struggled with my grades. I should instead have focused more on studies rather than having fun. That would have changed a lot of things for me and my future would have looked different, way...